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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I need a piece of clear mind !
I'm feeling stress hovering me. It's getting harder each time entering a higher level of education, it 's more on self reliance and independence this time round. I had a hard time trying to catch up with the lessons, and I hate the feeling of having the need to be so hardworking and get half baked results. I'm feeling old , lethargic and so sick of project , lectures and tutorials. My head , brain just drained out when I need to think and sometimes I just lacked the courage to convey what I wanted to say/ express like how I used to.
It's like falling in love. It had became a barrier for me to enter again. Should i be having more courage as I get older rather than being as timid as a mouse ? Damn , where's the confidence man? Hidden inside the closet? Shitzshitzshitz. Okay , turning back to lecture notes. little devils , demons , shoo |