Sunday, May 17, 2009
I want to be happier
I don't think he 's the one anymore. The feeling had faded, he did not treat me as someone to him anymore. I can feel it and my gut instinct was telling me he had many other girls.
I do not know how long I can hold on to this but I really needed a rest for myself.
Why must I be the one hugging the cell waiting for a one word message.
Indeed it felt good to see his name flashing there was a message
but in the next second you read the text, it's always less than 5 words.
We have not even met , and ultimately i do not think that I would have the courage to meet you. You are a good looker , successful and even excel in your leisure and studies. I am just a very normal girl with a small circle of friends, no talents at all and just a typical normal person.
The smileys are fake. I don't even feel happy at all .
and your smiley are fake too .
You are using the same excuses as him, using your career and studies to cover up all your excuses to not contact me .
You said that you were different .
But you are not even .
I just feel ..... nonexistent .
That 's the perfect word
I do not know how long I can hold on to this but I really needed a rest for myself.
Why must I be the one hugging the cell waiting for a one word message.
Indeed it felt good to see his name flashing there was a message
but in the next second you read the text, it's always less than 5 words.
We have not even met , and ultimately i do not think that I would have the courage to meet you. You are a good looker , successful and even excel in your leisure and studies. I am just a very normal girl with a small circle of friends, no talents at all and just a typical normal person.
The smileys are fake. I don't even feel happy at all .
and your smiley are fake too .
You are using the same excuses as him, using your career and studies to cover up all your excuses to not contact me .
You said that you were different .
But you are not even .
I just feel ..... nonexistent .
That 's the perfect word