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DingLi,19

Monday, September 28, 2009

Questions filled my mind , all day long. Uncertainty and doubts arises.
I do not know how I should feel about you.
We are so far away. Mentally and physically.
We had never met.
It's so real and yet so unreal at the same time.


If I could turn back time , I would not want this at all.
It 's killing me

Monday, August 17, 2009

Had been constantly scribbling on everything via my diary , notebook, typing in my lj and even on the secret memo section in my cell. I could not contain my feelings anymore .

I release myself by crying out loud in the middle of the night.
And that explain why I'm here now.
And I had a major exam tomorrow and I so fucking need to do well for.
Sigh

I hate all this distractions. I need a sleep till 5a.m and drill my brain to memorize every single shit into my head.

I'm giving up ; like really.
I don't want this anymore
It had no end


I might be brave and strong enough

Friday, August 14, 2009
Accidentally in love

I felt so lonely now, it seemed like the world is gonna tumble over me.
It 's an unexplainable feeling.

I don't think I missed you at all but was troubled by the fact that I was dejected by you for that certain reason. Your straight forwardness had caused a deep impact on my personal self esteem. I could not erase the fact that I'm not attractive enough / physically attractive.

And i would like to highly emphasize, I don't miss you at all.
I barely knew you.

It's been two years, and I had been closing myself from any guys that tried to come close to me. But sadly, most of them approached me for the obvious wrong reasons.

I'm not sure who will be reading this, but I certainly hope that no one would ever remember this page.

I'm looking forward to love again.
I miss that kind of feeling to have someone genuinely saying the three words to you.
The kisses and the hugs would definitely feel different.

Sunday, July 12, 2009
Cry me a river

I'm crying badly , over the same old problem
Everyone is born uniquely different from one another, so why discriminate someone that look a little different. Are they not human too, with feelings. Are they not just like you ?

Do I deserve all this derogatory remarks on how I look ?
Why am I always the last resort ?

Friday, July 3, 2009

MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED.
IT'S INCOMPLETE!
IT'S SO SO INCOMPLETE

Thursday, June 18, 2009
My heart was shattered.

maybe I should forget about it

Thursday, June 11, 2009

You shouted the three lovely words over the phone.
but that was two years ago.